I wanted to write something, but until I figure out what I wanna say I though I would do this fun questionnaire. Enjoy
1- Get the closest book, go to page 18 and write the 4th line down.
"one flash of white light and he was gone". The Awakening-Kelley Armstrong
2- What’s the last thing you’ve watched on TV ?
A movie called Little Ashes, The story about Salvidor Dali, starring Robert Pattinson. Yea I know, I know. It was wired and I saw way more then I wanted to.
3- Without checking, guess what time it is ?
7:38pm
4- Check, it is…
7:45pm
5- Outside of the computer noise, what do you hear ?
Music - On my ITouch - Lady Antebelum -One day you will
6- When you got out the last time, what did you do ?
I went to school and had a very crazy bad day. Went and had chicken wings with my hubby for dinner. WED-almost every week
7- What are you wearing ?
Black pants, Black and white dress shirt, Black Jacket, Im cold!!
8- Before answering this questionnaire, what were you watching ?
Facebook, Homework books, The dog humping (Dominating) the cat. I know WEIRD
9- Did you dream last night ?
I think I did, I will make an effort to remember my dream when I wake up and try to blog about it. I have some strange dreams
10- When is the last time you laughed ?
I am sure I laughed today, cause I laugh everyday but the last time I remember was last night while watching "Little Ashes"
11- What is on the walls of the room you’re in ?
A huge Mirror, A Painting I did, a couple I drew in Grade 11 a pic of Mark and I on our wedding day, and some pics of sunsets.
12- Did you see something strange today ?
YES. My Dog Humping my Cat>>>>>>>......
13- What do you think of this questionnaire ?
Its not bad, the questions seem easy to answer and they don't seem to private.
14- What’s the last movie you watched ?
Again - Little Ashes
15- Should you be multimillionaire, what’s the first thing you would buy ?
A Car, one with all the warranties in the world. One where if I was stuck at school with no way home freezing cause my tire is flat and I am stuck, someone would come and get me and my car for free and not 4 hours latter.
16- Tell us something about you we don’t already know :
Well, lets see.....ummm...... well..... there's always....I can't take NyQuil, Its to addicting and I am afraid I will abuse it... HA HA HA been like that for years.
17- If you could change something in the world outside of culpability and politics, what would you change ?
That there would never be something like a 3rd world country and that those who are better of would look after those that are not, till they are content.
18- Do you like to dance ?
Yes, but its embarrassing and I tell people I don't dance, but I do. ALONE
19- Georges Bush ?
To answer this question I will refer you to a song. Dear Mr. President - Pink
20- What would be your daughter’s name ?
Aura-lynn
21- And your son’s ?
Taren
22- Did you ever think of living abroad ?
Yes, anywhere, many many places, including France, and I don't speak French.
23- What would you want God to tell you when you’ll go through heaven’s gates ?
That he is proud of me that he knows I tried my best with the knowledge and opportunities that came my way. And understands why I always had trouble praying. OH YA and points me in the direction of the River of Life. I CAN'T WAIT for that. LOL
24- Who are the 4 next victims for this questionnaire ?
Probably Nobody as I have no Followers. :)
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Life is always Changing!
The biggest Question that I have this year. Is where is the world are we gonna be after May. At the end of April I will have completed my Accounting Diploma and will be on my way into a Career. This is the most exciting part of my life. I literally could move anywhere in Canada. This is the question that is in my mind everyday. A part of me would love to stay in this sleepy little town but because there is not much opportunity here and other issues that I am learning to deal with I feel that it would be best for me to move on. So WHERE?
Medicine Hat:
I list this first because out of the choices, this would be my instinct. Its where Mark and I got married. I have friends there are so very very supportive and I could count on. I think it would be fantastic to move there. *there are reasons I wish not to move as well* I love my mom very much, she is a huge part of who I am. Why I turned out to be the person I am. She may not have been around much, but she has done her part in creating me. Well needless to say, I would worry that if I moved to the Hat, her and my ROCKY relationship would crumble. The best decision I made for myself and for her was moving to Moose Jaw.
Saskatoon:
This would be the move that makes the most sense. This city would have everything I needed. Friends, Family, close to Moose Jaw if my parents decided to stay here. I have never lived there, but i think its a beautiful city and know enough about it to not get lost or caught up in the city scene. It would be a great place for Mark and I to explore the options we have laid in front of us. I hope it would become the scene for Mark's educational growth. He is planning to go to school once I get settled into a job.
Regina:
Regina has many of the things that I would want. Not to far from Moose Jaw. Close enough to be able to come back and see friends, family so often they would be sick of us. I keep hearing that its an ugly city but in all honesty I have not really seen any ugliness. They have a great park, that one time last summer we went to, laid in the grass and read for a hour or two. So relaxing. The airports there so If me and mark wanna do any traveling, like we have in mind to do, it will be convenient.
Mississauga:
This would be the last resort. This would be and adventure. The great unknown. I say last resort because there are so many jobs there that I think if I could not get a job here in Saskatchewan that I would start looking there.
Well, all great options. Which to choose. I am sure that I will leave it up to fate.
Medicine Hat:
I list this first because out of the choices, this would be my instinct. Its where Mark and I got married. I have friends there are so very very supportive and I could count on. I think it would be fantastic to move there. *there are reasons I wish not to move as well* I love my mom very much, she is a huge part of who I am. Why I turned out to be the person I am. She may not have been around much, but she has done her part in creating me. Well needless to say, I would worry that if I moved to the Hat, her and my ROCKY relationship would crumble. The best decision I made for myself and for her was moving to Moose Jaw.
Saskatoon:
This would be the move that makes the most sense. This city would have everything I needed. Friends, Family, close to Moose Jaw if my parents decided to stay here. I have never lived there, but i think its a beautiful city and know enough about it to not get lost or caught up in the city scene. It would be a great place for Mark and I to explore the options we have laid in front of us. I hope it would become the scene for Mark's educational growth. He is planning to go to school once I get settled into a job.
Regina:
Regina has many of the things that I would want. Not to far from Moose Jaw. Close enough to be able to come back and see friends, family so often they would be sick of us. I keep hearing that its an ugly city but in all honesty I have not really seen any ugliness. They have a great park, that one time last summer we went to, laid in the grass and read for a hour or two. So relaxing. The airports there so If me and mark wanna do any traveling, like we have in mind to do, it will be convenient.
Mississauga:
This would be the last resort. This would be and adventure. The great unknown. I say last resort because there are so many jobs there that I think if I could not get a job here in Saskatchewan that I would start looking there.
Well, all great options. Which to choose. I am sure that I will leave it up to fate.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
My Inner Therapy
Well the title of my blog says a lot. This weekend has been hard for me. A few things have really hit home. Well Hit Heart. I took most of the day yesterday trying to figure out where I went went wrong. Why I seem to get the same reactions from the ones that I love. Why each of them in there own way seems to know the exact way to hurt me. To burn me so bad that running away seems to be the only option.
Today, I tried a different approach. All day I have been trying to convince myself that the things I am feeling have to do with my perception on these different situations. That could be very true. But why and when did it become OK to hide behind the Phrase "You should not have expectations". That they feel that it is OK to ignore my obvious pleas for the smallest bit of attention. And not because they feel obligated.
All day today I have been writing the deep things I have been feeling. Those who know me, know that I am a very happy person, THIS IS TRUE. I cannot sit here and pretend that I am always plagued by deep and Dark (to some) emotions all the time. Because honestly I have been coping with them for such a long time that they only start nagging at me when I have been wounded in some way.
So please..... This is not a cry for help....This is not some WOE is me blog.... This will be purely about me, my life, my world, and the people and relationships that mean the most to me. This is about trying to figure out how to LIVE, truly LIVE in peace with myself and be at peace with the things and people I cannot change. If you cannot handle this kind of honesty, turn around and move on.
Today, I tried a different approach. All day I have been trying to convince myself that the things I am feeling have to do with my perception on these different situations. That could be very true. But why and when did it become OK to hide behind the Phrase "You should not have expectations". That they feel that it is OK to ignore my obvious pleas for the smallest bit of attention. And not because they feel obligated.
All day today I have been writing the deep things I have been feeling. Those who know me, know that I am a very happy person, THIS IS TRUE. I cannot sit here and pretend that I am always plagued by deep and Dark (to some) emotions all the time. Because honestly I have been coping with them for such a long time that they only start nagging at me when I have been wounded in some way.
So please..... This is not a cry for help....This is not some WOE is me blog.... This will be purely about me, my life, my world, and the people and relationships that mean the most to me. This is about trying to figure out how to LIVE, truly LIVE in peace with myself and be at peace with the things and people I cannot change. If you cannot handle this kind of honesty, turn around and move on.
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